I slept for 12 hours last night, and I didn't do any homework. I washed some clothes this morning, and I sang my song with my duet partner. I drove around for 30 minutes trying to find a parking spot, and then I sat through a 1 1/2 hr meeting going over nothing for a business class. I'm at that point where whatever I get done during the day is what gets done, and I'm not trying for anything over that. When I go to sleep is when I go to sleep, and if something doesn't happen, it may have to wait until tomorrow. If there is a deadline, it is now a suggestion, and it may not actually happen by that date and time. It may cost money, grades, and more time in the future, but I am just not motivated.
Here is the issue - I'm normally motivated by success, but these days, success is just out of my control. There are so many variables in so many circumstances that I do not have control over. I'm praying that the Lord will motivate me for the right reasons because for now, I'm just doing the routine - at least for this week.